10.3.10

A bit of me

there's a bit of me here
in this place
in the mood to bring dow
any fence

there's a little bitternes
in the event
as you get to know someone
that's not there

it gets me to sing a song
a poem that folllows a beat and tone
that's all i can give
all i can show

and in words i can be
relatable
alive in the expressions
and a code

tomorrow may seem dull
in a way
nothing mathematical
if one elevates

Meticulous care

through hopes that sing alone
through minds that seem so wrong

though declarations hardly fed
through segregation that you have led

through phones that travel far
through finding life so functional

through more creation on wrong steps
through forestation brought to hell

meticulous care
through and through
my constant faith
meticulous care
through and through
my careless health

through destinations that are there
through modern sensible displays

through phantom covenants arranged
through love and love and love again

Where plants don't grow

it gets me thinking
in the way i wanna live
and gets me going
to a place where i can sing

and it takes me
to the place i wanna see
and joins my dreams
and starts to breath

innovation
step as a new kid
and gets use to me
and gets use to being
the creation
of live where it cant be
where plants dont grow
it is a tree

through situations
never stops the watch
and segregates
when i stay inside

makes no sense now
to watch life from a glance
and protect myself
and my fake only chance

versos do sol fa fam
coro do-la-fa fam

Casual

in such a casual event
in such a normal way
this right here has haunted me
and became a little part of me

it may be healthier this way
maybe we are not suppose to meet
but sometimes i think we really do
but see clear, i dont miss you

it should be but it isnt in my dreams
to have you here with me
i get use to forget
memories of that summer

im not in pain
ive never been for you
you should know everything 'bout me
you are that kind of person

you dont appear in everything
i cant see you anywhere
so i cant tell if there's a thing
a tick, or whatever

hey i have to tell you
so stop your brainstorming
its not working as it should
only dreams become this true

Stars

stars are so far away, unreachable
suns in other galaxies, where i cant go
im starting to stare, its so uncontrollable
as you swing your arms, dancing aerodynamical

and dreams allow me to diverge
id like to know that id deserve
being millions of miles away
the light that you so easily spread

i've been rendering myself ineffective
i've been avoiding the science of it
the tenses tend to collide
my precarious side still fighting

and the planets circle you up or
or the other way around.... it goes
i think im starting to feel vertigo
should i put my head back down now

it corners you out
and tries to keep you
stuck on the ground

ill ask myself what
to say everytime
its part of being alive

Never

so easily without a thought
my phone i pick to call
falling into old routines
that i simply cant afford
i manage to survive the first
but second is much worse
sincerly from the shame alone
i fall i fall i fall

ive never done this before
i feel so insecure
the hair i touch is in my veins
im sensible in breath
i feel it rising through my nose
the 3 true flowers from above
and you get suddenly so warm
i gave myself away once more

thinking of the laws i break
thinking every second left
triggered is my brain right now
in motion the suspense aroused
suddenly thoughts become a word
so dirty it sounds so alone
and three becomes a little number
insignificantly unworthy

i get to release the chains
my arms created noticing
i get to feel so satisfied
on thoughts and not just any act
the clouds create the drops and i
move fast enough to dodge but i
will collapse again once more
to feel alive and miss, you're lost

Turn

believe
cause there is something in the breeze
cause the planets may align in a way
and your heart may skip a beat

dream
cause you're tired here again
cause depression may be hard on you
and your dreams could keep you sane

hey turn, you're in the way
cant you see that she is lost again
hey turn, stop pretending you dont know
cant you see that im the one she hates

believe
cause the trees may sing a song
cause the dogs may howl back to the moon
and you'll have something to hold close to you

dream
cause you need it to be true
cause your hands will sweat again if you
stare real close to the rearview

2.12.09

Float

i really had to go
leave the ghosts that I adored
you couldnt ask for more
I knew you wouldnt be left alone

i really had to try
challenge every single trial
you knew you didnt lose
dont think of being obtuse

so give yourself a hand
to float and leave this earth behind
so now the table has got the matters
take off and show you really matter

i think i have a go
before i wonder how to call
you should become your past
lost, nevermind rewinding

so give yourself a hand
to float and leave this earth behind
so now the tables has got the matters
take off and show you really matter

so get those string apart
you know they wont be arroused
so become the one you're not
put on the dress you one day wore

and float

Time is Exactly Right

miles and miles and miles away
i found in you a nice display
and something that i didnt need
became a thing that i now miss

some moments that i will demand
remembrance act as it shall
a picture moving in my eyes
and voices keeping something alive

born to be here
all roads lead here

i find it nice your obsession
on getting me to have your picture
i kind of want it i wont say it
now you know ill leave a trail

if i ever get to run again
we'll have so much that goes away
but then again i will confide
if the time is exactly right

born to be here
all roads lead here

I want to be where I can see
where I can breathe where there’s no dim
where I can fly where I can yell
where no one cares…
I’ll be alone here, want to come?
I’ll be alone, in a perfect world

when I go back home
i wont be alone

And I Fell

and i dream
and i woke
and i tried
and i fell

and i promised myself
that i can find something better
and as i walked away I
stumbled

and i unblocked
and i returned
and i gave
and i fell

and i convinced myself
that i couldnt do any better
and as i tried to step up
i jumped

all right that's enough
i cried to let go
now what you think you
are so unforgettable

and i cursed
and i yelled
and i forgave
and i killed

and i blindy believed I
couldnt find a better half
and as tear came out
i found
you
now
here