2.12.09

Float

i really had to go
leave the ghosts that I adored
you couldnt ask for more
I knew you wouldnt be left alone

i really had to try
challenge every single trial
you knew you didnt lose
dont think of being obtuse

so give yourself a hand
to float and leave this earth behind
so now the table has got the matters
take off and show you really matter

i think i have a go
before i wonder how to call
you should become your past
lost, nevermind rewinding

so give yourself a hand
to float and leave this earth behind
so now the tables has got the matters
take off and show you really matter

so get those string apart
you know they wont be arroused
so become the one you're not
put on the dress you one day wore

and float

Time is Exactly Right

miles and miles and miles away
i found in you a nice display
and something that i didnt need
became a thing that i now miss

some moments that i will demand
remembrance act as it shall
a picture moving in my eyes
and voices keeping something alive

born to be here
all roads lead here

i find it nice your obsession
on getting me to have your picture
i kind of want it i wont say it
now you know ill leave a trail

if i ever get to run again
we'll have so much that goes away
but then again i will confide
if the time is exactly right

born to be here
all roads lead here

I want to be where I can see
where I can breathe where there’s no dim
where I can fly where I can yell
where no one cares…
I’ll be alone here, want to come?
I’ll be alone, in a perfect world

when I go back home
i wont be alone

And I Fell

and i dream
and i woke
and i tried
and i fell

and i promised myself
that i can find something better
and as i walked away I
stumbled

and i unblocked
and i returned
and i gave
and i fell

and i convinced myself
that i couldnt do any better
and as i tried to step up
i jumped

all right that's enough
i cried to let go
now what you think you
are so unforgettable

and i cursed
and i yelled
and i forgave
and i killed

and i blindy believed I
couldnt find a better half
and as tear came out
i found
you
now
here

Vigilent

a tear that wants to stay in my eye
a fraction of time in which i take control
a moment that's stuck in my life
when i get a hinch i will start to run

and im obsessed with finding out
what's expecting me in a month
and I declare war to your mess
and its troops align and just wait

a frown that wants to be compressed
manipulative by myself i am now
a single best shot in the head
a final complaint in this hour

and im vigilent for a while
i cant see the enemy in eye sight
i dont wanna fall asleep now
cause anytime anytime

fire in the south
a moment that we thought had drown

and i see some sparks
and your heart
as you find that im here

fire in the south
a tear from an eye that had now

a reason a motive
your mission abolished
and breaking the line

Sick

this thoughs arent welcome
and they scream so they can enter
and my lair is nearly breaking
i want it so bad to delay it

after long of moving on
no more i prayed to live
i have the fun i didnt have
but there was more that i need

so you will keep tormenting
oh the little i resist
i love that freaky way you have
above the way you make me sick

so i love you today
thats making me afraid
cause i cant find my oxygen
not here, not today

after i decided things
i didnt had to figure out
though situations that emerged
didnt want to be left out

every night dreams try to wake
i try to sleep again again
count the miles you are apart
and the smiles i will not get

so you will keep tormenting
oh the little i resist
i love that freaky way you have
above the way you make me sick

so i love you today
thats making me afraid
cause i cant find my oxygen
not here, not today

Tracks

there it lies
out of sight
there it cries
you seem arroused

there in the side
our lovers lie
there they`re blind
you seem fine

and there was nowhere to hide it
but in time
but in time
now theres nowhere to find it
we lost track
we lost track

there in the night
long distance minds
bodies to align
you will not mind

there in the side
stands the moral
there it shouts
I dont know how

and there was nowhere to hide it
but in time
but in time
now theres nowhere to find it
we lost track
we lost track

there hidden tracks
lets follow up
there where is dark
or lets wait up

there in the side
i cannot find
a motive, it dies
your first crime

Where plants don't grow

it gets me thinking
in the way i wanna live
and gets me going
to a place where i can sing

and it takes me
to the place i wanna see
and joins my dreams
and starts to breath

innovation
step as a new kid
and gets use to me
and gets use to being
the creation
of live where it cant be
where plants dont grow
it is a tree

through situations
never stops the watch
and segregates
when i stay inside

makes no sense now
to watch life from a glance
and protect myself
and my fake only chance

Hope in a Rope

i want to speak out
tell you everything about my whereabouts
i want you to knotice that
my misery keeps pushing me in the ground
i want to step away
find locked doores and a choo choo train
my future waits
for promises to be fullfilled and played

i am here im sure you know
my life keeps bringing you around
you know ill stare
you keep rolling your eyes and look away
my mind pops trasures of the past
my human mind i cant deny

is this for real
lying to myself didnt bring me here
can you please care a bit
to make it worth it and stop the plead
my confession is lame
i fint it rude to dissobbey
i am ashamed of myself
seeing hope in a rope and about to fade

Is It

so tell me

is it worth to wake up alone
to lay your arms and reach no soul

to call my name and hear no sound
to cry and have no arm around

to hear the hope through my own voice
with no sure thing to bring abroad

to feel afraid on fear istelf
on careless threats that will prevale

so though this madness could feel so bad
I'll never get over a simple fact

is it?

is it worth to fullfil a thought
to push the bar far too low

to wish you wouldnt care
to seise your lack of faith

to mastermind those who fail
to read the hands of those insane

to speak outload with no regrets
to love when no one's there to blame

so though this madness could feel so bad
I'll never get over a simple fact

is it?