Hope in a Rope

i want to speak out

tell you everything about my whereabouts

i want you to knotice that

my misery keeps pushing me in the ground

i want to step away

find locked doores and a choo choo train

my future waits

for promises to be fullfilled and played

i am here im sure you know

my life keeps bringing you around

you know ill stare

you keep rolling your eyes and look away

my mind pops trasures of the past

my human mind i cant deny

is this for real

lying to myself didnt bring me here

can you please care a bit

to make it worth it and stop the plead

my confession is lame

i fint it rude to dissobbey

i am ashamed of myself

seeing hope in a rope and about to fade